urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tami4anime tami4anime tami4anime 2009-09-12T05:46:02Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:tami4anime:689 2009-09-12T05:45:12Z 2009-09-12T05:46:02Z Awake. Bored. hungry. I don't want to eat. I have a headache. I'm fat. No, I'm not. am I? I don't even know anymore. I'm ugly, stupid, unwanted, and I don't deserve to be loved. I'm a horrible person. I'm mean when I don't mean to be, and I hate myself for it. I just get so mad at the world sometimes.